I feel an affinity with the amazing man that lit me on fire and brought me back to God. This affinity continues to expand for me, creating depths that I could have never expected. My own soul growth has shocked me in beautiful ways. Humility, and love in the highest state are born and expressed through me, as a vessel, or a conduit for God’s unconditional love to flow through, and express through human form. A knowing that God is calling me to a life with joys that exceed comprehension moves me. Through this connection I am liberated from relationship consciousness and embody unity consciousness.
In relationship consciousness, I believed that my worth, and happiness was from an external source, or thing. Living as a fraction trying to complete itself by attaching to another fraction, in an attempt to feel whole, is an illusion. It took me to meet a man that mirrored to me a deeper look at myself, to see that I needed to accept, and love all of myself to find my worth, and happiness. Being able to love my light, and my darkness, and to understand that my wholeness has always been within me, not outside of me. I could no longer support a co-dependency, or my own independency, I find support in interdependency, or unity consciousness.
Through unity consciousness, I am aware of myself as a whole individual, sharing, and contributing to a harmonious symbiosis of connection. Now I no longer give worth to my roles, or labels, or outcomes within my daily life. I experience each moment fully, free of judgement, in true appreciation of what is. My greatest contribution, is to make a difference through being an example. God has shown me through my connection to Him first, myself, and this man, that we are all interconnected. I accept all that God places on my path, and follow His guidance.
God has shown me, and continues to show me so much through my connection to this man. The first thing to get my attention was my attraction to him. Next was the energies between us, once his touch awakened my soul, another where we had spent some time together physically, and my spirit went with him when he left physically, just to name a few. The telepathic transmissions have ranged a lot too, but the most impressive was when he expressed how cool it would be to be a fly on the wall and hear things, which he followed by saying a word to me that confirmed that he is the fly on the wall. He simply spoke the exact word that I had spoken the night before on the phone with a friend, the word was long, and not a conversational word. The list could go on forever, but he is a private person, that I respect, so I will leave the rest just between us.
Actually, one last thing, God has let me know how sacred my connection with this man is. I want this man, in every way, but no longer for selfish reasons. Now I want him in my physical life, to see him reach all his dreams, to live his life as the blessing that he is meant for, to see him in the glory that God has revealed him to me. Remember those two white orbs from 2007? Well, I saw the significance of those orbs. The last time that I saw this man, we were talking, and all of a sudden, the same white light of the two orbs, began to illuminate from him. I stood there talking with him, but staring in awe, the light began in his chest, and began to spread through his body. It was, visually taking over his body, it was spreading onto his face as he began to leave. I feel that this man is the man that God has matched me with in this life. I sense him, even when he is not with me, I know if he gets upset, or excited. The connection is always there, regardless of if we are together, in a more traditional sense. I am grateful for the connection, no humbled, and do not take it for granted.
In relationship consciousness, I believed that my worth, and happiness was from an external source, or thing. Living as a fraction trying to complete itself by attaching to another fraction, in an attempt to feel whole, is an illusion. It took me to meet a man that mirrored to me a deeper look at myself, to see that I needed to accept, and love all of myself to find my worth, and happiness. Being able to love my light, and my darkness, and to understand that my wholeness has always been within me, not outside of me. I could no longer support a co-dependency, or my own independency, I find support in interdependency, or unity consciousness.
Through unity consciousness, I am aware of myself as a whole individual, sharing, and contributing to a harmonious symbiosis of connection. Now I no longer give worth to my roles, or labels, or outcomes within my daily life. I experience each moment fully, free of judgement, in true appreciation of what is. My greatest contribution, is to make a difference through being an example. God has shown me through my connection to Him first, myself, and this man, that we are all interconnected. I accept all that God places on my path, and follow His guidance.
God has shown me, and continues to show me so much through my connection to this man. The first thing to get my attention was my attraction to him. Next was the energies between us, once his touch awakened my soul, another where we had spent some time together physically, and my spirit went with him when he left physically, just to name a few. The telepathic transmissions have ranged a lot too, but the most impressive was when he expressed how cool it would be to be a fly on the wall and hear things, which he followed by saying a word to me that confirmed that he is the fly on the wall. He simply spoke the exact word that I had spoken the night before on the phone with a friend, the word was long, and not a conversational word. The list could go on forever, but he is a private person, that I respect, so I will leave the rest just between us.
Actually, one last thing, God has let me know how sacred my connection with this man is. I want this man, in every way, but no longer for selfish reasons. Now I want him in my physical life, to see him reach all his dreams, to live his life as the blessing that he is meant for, to see him in the glory that God has revealed him to me. Remember those two white orbs from 2007? Well, I saw the significance of those orbs. The last time that I saw this man, we were talking, and all of a sudden, the same white light of the two orbs, began to illuminate from him. I stood there talking with him, but staring in awe, the light began in his chest, and began to spread through his body. It was, visually taking over his body, it was spreading onto his face as he began to leave. I feel that this man is the man that God has matched me with in this life. I sense him, even when he is not with me, I know if he gets upset, or excited. The connection is always there, regardless of if we are together, in a more traditional sense. I am grateful for the connection, no humbled, and do not take it for granted.
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