The very aha moment, or epiphany of the difference came to me this morning quite early. I mistakenly believed in a profound connection to the beautiful soul that began my awakening. This very belief formed my attachment to him. It is difficult to experience such a life changing moment with another and not feel an attachment. This attachment to him is unfair to him creating false expectations and projections onto him that are my own, not his. I now release my attachment to him since that was a form of me disconnecting myself. I have just shifted my perception of the connection, it is with him, not to him.
Now I honor fully connecting with myself first and this allows me to connect with others at more profound levels. My connections with others will be flexible, flowing, and free from attachments. This new awareness and understanding of connections with others will form stronger, healthier boundaries. I will no longer allow my own disconnection within. A disconnection of self happens when another forms an attachment to us. This realization is worth sharing and will have a major impact within all my life relations.
The truth always supports connection, and lies always form attachment which is mistakenly believed as a connection when in fact it creates a disconnection. I will uphold my connection within which will be expressed and shared. This deeper connection of self will draw infinite possibilities towards me allowing me to be fluid, and dynamic in life, and in love. I am now ready to be my truth within all aspects of my life. I hold my integrity within being, sharing, and expressing unconditional love.